Well, I almost made an excuse not to do this today...I almost made up many. But, at 5:30 pm, I finally got myself out the door and out on my first day of my 30 day - five mile challenge. I started it off today with the most beautiful walk along the Marina Green. It was a gorgeous day in San Francisco, and the weather was clear and warm. I walked down the hill to the Marina and walked along Crissy Field. At mile 3, I put my fingers in the ocean, drew a heart in the sand, and stood there amazed at how long it took me to realize that the ocean, with sand and seals and star fish is just a walk from my house. This walk today made me feel so incredibly fortunate! It also made me feel more alive than I have been. I saw other people living too! Dogs chasing balls, and couples smiling and laughing, kids looking with awe at the ocean, and some wacky WACKY outfits. The best part of this was that it got me outside, and seeing the world.
I walked slowly, checking out the views, and noticing as many things around me as I could. I am not worried about the time it takes me to walk these five miles, just that I get outside and walk. I know that I will not have two hours to devote to this each day, but, today I wasn't worried. Part of the reason that I am doing this is that I want to live my life more fully. I want to enjoy what is around me. I find myself in a rut, and often too exhausted at the end of the day to do much of anything. Therefore, often the only thing I see is the inside of my house, the road home from work, and to be honest the tv. For a girl who didn't even have tv for 5 years, that is pretty bad. So, if it takes me two hours, I don't mind, as long as I am outside, feeling alive, I am where I need to be. The real challenge is going to be keeping this up during the work week, so it looks like I will have to speed it up a little. Thirty days :) Looking forward to what I will see tomorrow.